Absense

My apologies to all those who read my blog, my sudden disappearancemust have caused many people sorrow seeing as my blog is AWESOME! anyhoo.

whats been going on is that everything i had planned, everything i thought was set in stone has just collapsed. So i really dont have anything more to say. im in a terribly stupid feeling state right now as i see those around me struggle through things far worse than my measly problems, and yet they seem to keep a smile on throughout the day whilst i putter around making peoples lives miserable because things won’t go the way i want them to. Its disgusting of me i KNOW! that is the reason i haven’t been posting in a while, but i feel that the time has come to just randomly dump a load of crap onto my blog since hardly anyone i know can be bothered reading it anyways and those who do just end up being worried about me because of the stupid things i write, because frankly they are better people than me and actually care about me and all i do it push them away. Now i know why i do, i don’t want to miss anyone ever. but now that things have changed i am afraid that i’ve lost people and its because i was distancing myself when it wasnt necessary. I’m sorry. Really.

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